Getting my life together

I shall tell you a secret internet. A few months ago I was on Weight Watchers. From the time I started until the time I closed my account I had lost 20 or so pounds. I loved the way I looked and the way I felt. But I go complacent. I got lazy. Currently I'm around 187-190. When I originally started WW I was 210. This isn't bad. What is bad is that when I closed my account I was 183. So that means in the last two or three months I have gained 5-8 pounds. A pair of jeans that used to swim on me a bit are feeling a bit snug. I DON'T want to go backwards. I don't want to be that big again. Now I have had people say to me the I wasn't that big.( I'm chest heavy) But that wasn't the point. I felt big. I felt terrible. I didn't like what I saw when I looked in the mirror. So I'm resolving to get back on track. Right now. This second. And I'm going to hold my self accountable to all of you. I need all the help I can get. Join me on this journey? I love you for stopping by.

30 things before I'm 30

I know that I post things like this often but I've been really feeling unaccomplished lately. Obviously I go through that a lot. I know I haven't posted lately. This month really got away from me. Work can do that to ya I guess. Did I mention that I work now? I totally work now. In fact I have to be at work in like 2 hours. But I'm taking the time to do this. Anyway, I decided to make a list...this list. Welcome to my 30 things.

1. Learn ASL
2. Learn to crochet (better than I currently do)
3. Visit a foreign country (3 actually)
4.Learn Guitar
5. Perform at an open mike night
6. Start a non-profit organization
7.Open a business
8. Get published
9. Get a tattoo (more anyway)
10. Get a theater degree
11. Finish Culinary school
12. Volunteer with Children
13. Create a web series
14. Let go of old resentments
15. Reach my goal weight
16. Dye my hair some outlandish color
17. Record some music
18. Learn kickboxing
19. Be financially stable
20. Adopt a kid
21. Visit all 50 states ( 38 to go)
22. Buy a muscle car
23.Go to Vancouver Pride
24.Try Rock Climbing
25.Start a Garden
26.Spend a year living in another country
27. Move to New York or California
28.Buy and keep a house in my home state
29.Go to Medical School
30.Be happy

Ambitious huh? Yeah I think so too. But I made a promise to myself today. I'm never going to look back on my life and think I didn't have that balls to try. Ever. Join me won't you?